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In the mood for blogging again..it was 1am..try to sleep but i cant coz i have slept 12 hours today..therefore, time to online and surf..

alot of things had happened to me for the past 2 years..there were good and bad memories..but i will always carry the good ones with me till my last breath..hopefully my brain have enough cells to store them..if not, i will take Omega-3 when the time comes..hehe..the bad ones, actually i’m happy and glad that they happened..i would take it as a lesson and a reminder..trigger me at the right time for not making any stupid mistakes during the present and future..

I had spent 10 days on a rig..the last 24 hours on the rig was the most exciting one..hehe..a sleepless 24 hours by rigging down..I would always remember the sun rise of that day..it was beautiful and all the pain and sweat that I’ve been through was worth it..while chopping off the tie wraps along the rig floor,Pak Raymond told me a touching statement which really melted my heart..he said,"If I’m your mother seeing you working this hard, my heart will feel painful"..I was surprised when he said that..It was jst out of a sudden..haha..mayb he need to take a five..Then I asked what if he was my father, he said,"I will be proud of you"..I really thanked him for saying that..really killed my tiredness and pain away immediately..at least there are people who notice my efforts..I was really happy and touched…you will feel great and satisfy when people appreciate your efforts and work..sometimes, all i need was a good tap on my shoulder, a firm handshake and told me excellent work, well done..these would really make my day..and a firm and warm hug from the love ones are my greatest motivation..

Once back to onshore, I spent one ‘interesting’ night in Miri..den another night in KK..when I was in KK, went to 2 clubs..Cocoon and Shenigan’s..I fell in love with one of the songs which a band played in Cocoon..It’s called Illegal by Shakira..featuring Santana..I fell for the lyrics immediately..and also fell for the way the female singer sang it..full of passion..and all the ladies in the club cheered for her when she sang that song…Here it goes..

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you’ve done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me now
Why you’re so far away
When I’m still so close

You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you’re still alive, baby
You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I’m wondering for days and hours
It’s here, it isn’t here where you belong

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along

But you don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you’re still alive, baby
You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you’re still alive, baby
You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

The song does not resemble anything regarding my personal life..so,don’t think anything ‘doink’..jst it’s a nice song..feeling it’s nice if I can share with those who might fall for it too like me..Grab a phrase from a fren’s blog without his and her permission..Dont care..hehe.."Don’t touch a girl if you don’t mean to catch her when she falls"..sounds compatible to "Illegal" right?hehe..Cheers..

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