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Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers in the world!!!And especially to my mom..thanx for eveything u hv done for me..bringing me to this world..protecting my innocent teen years from the real cruel world..no wonder you always want to keep me at home and stay with you always..You were afraid that I would get hurt and got deceived by others..and knowing the fact the world out there is not as wonderful and pretty as it seems in the fairy tales…thanx for keeping my sweet 17 years..I really miss those years when I used to be very naive and simple minded..Thanx for standing by me when I need help the most..thanx for catching me when I fall hard and almost hit to the hell..thanx for giving me love and care when I feel lonely..thanx for cooking my fav dishes when im back home..(miss ur cooking alot and grandpa’s one too)..thanx for your shoulder and hug when I cry..thanx for being my bestfriend..I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

Well, I jst woke up from my 9 hrs sleep..ya ya..im not a pig k..i jst lack of sleep last week and it’s time for me to replace them on the weekend..hehe..The first thing I did of course was not blogging..It was calling my mom..I could not get her on her phone..huhu..therefore, I called my ‘little’ beloved brother..He told me mom not at home and went yoga with her friends..walah..my mom pretty bz nowadays..with her friends..baking, exercising, facial, gardening, having pets called the fish, shopping n etc..I still remember her response when my bro and I leaving the house for study..she was very sad..and having difficulties to let it go..to her, we are always her babies no matter how old are we..thats what she told me..It was kinda worried me to see her that way..and I told her.."It’s time to let us go and do something that you like mom..It’s your time to enjoy your life after all these years that you have sacrificed to take care of us.."And finally nw..she really enjoys her time..good for her..hehe..

My mom always asked me whether I like the course that I study now and the training that I pick now..coz she afraid that im not happy with my life..I was given a choice to do something I loved four years ago..which was medicine..I was offered a med scholarship in AUS by the government..Actually med was my first choice..at that moment, no matter what happened I would still taking med although I had to go thru Form 6..It was very difficult for me when I had accepted the scholarship in chemical engineering which was my second choice..Two roads diverged in a yellow wood..in the end I picked the one with green grass..I cried two days because I had to let my dream of becoming doctor go..alot of people asked me why let it go..I would tell them because of family reason..Yes, it was..it was my mom didnt want me to go far away from her..she would worry about me all the time..and also I didnt want to burden my family coz I knew with government scholarship was not enough to support my study in AUS..But I never regret that I made the decision of letting my dream go..not a single moment..I’m happy and glad that I have chosen this path..my second choice..I would be a different person if I took med..haha..would become a nerd mayb..haha..nah..Thats why I always tell my mom that not to worry about me and dont feel bad as well because Im happy of how and what I am nw..I made the right choice, mom..Yes i did..

Oki doki..it’s time to call my mom..hopefully she has finished her yoga..cheers..

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