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huhuh..cant figure out how 2 do d assignments..2 sumore..aih..dun care, as 1 of my classmate said enjoy d hols 1st..

1st of all…i would like 2 thank 2 all my frens n family 4 their birthday’s greetings 2 m3 d birthday gal *wink wink*, gifts n love..love u guys..4 stil rmembering my birthday…thank u thank u..yes yes..21 yrs old..but not old k..it’s mature…

tis 1 wk hols, i reali gain alot..not oni in age, but oso weight..thanx 2 d ppl who keep on feeding me wif wonderful gud food..yum yum..i ate alot le…starting from d 1st day i reached home..seafood..nxt day, fish mahattan market..nxt..bak kut teh..nxt seafood again..nxt..tgi fridays (brownies super yummy)..nxt japanese buffet (salmon n abalone)..hahahaha..happy~~~n bulat~~~wakakaka.nvm, go back utp start puasa..huhuhu..

everybody has been asking me hw did i celebrate my birthday..well..in moderation..no big or grand party..d nite b4 my birthday..met my 2 cute sen pai in midvalley..thanx 4 d ice-cream ya..afterwards took d last train back 2 s.alam alone..luckily my buddy picked me up from d station n went 2 fren’s house play chor di n drinking..den on d day itself..drove 2 pj 2 pick my fav cake,den 2 kl 2 visit my fav aunt n lastly 2 klang 2 tapao my fav bak kut teh..hehe..den at nite my cute frens came over n celebrated my birthday..nxt sang K in klang (hmm..quite old la d place) n last but not least mamak..haha..bahagia nya..

nxt plan wil b at laundry bar, d curve 2nite..cheers~~~hehe ^_^

hehe.this yr i have planned to join the convo treasure hunt b4 i leave for internship at d end of d yr..1st task, find a team 1st..my team consist of Ah Hor (d driver), Nani and Irene (d Solvers) and me(d navigator)..n d name of d team is WooHoo!!!hahaha..thanx 2 Nani 4 tis name..On 19 August 2006, i woke up early n we went to the main hall parking lot at 6.35am..we were surprised der were ppl who came earlier den us..we were d third car to start d treasure hunt..sharp at 7.40am, we departed..d 1st check point was in tmn maju..over der u could c alot of utpian cars wif petronas stickers wandering around n cause bz traffic..hehe..den nxt we off to Bota, Manong,Kuala Kangsar and last check point was Taiping..We had to answer all 15 questions and brought back 5 treasures and did 2 activities along d journey..

We ran,sped, laughed, joked and called up other frens 2 find answer..haha..i even called my fren 2 find a meaning of a Malay word 4 me from Kamus Dewan..haha..mana tahu..tiada dalam Kamus Dewan..aiyah..We even went to a house 2 ask permission 2 chop off his sugarcane (assumed to b 1 of the treasure which was d wrong answer)..We reached taman tasek Taiping at 11.50am..d last activity we did was singing nursery rhyme and paddling a boat 2 d other bank to get a signature from the coordinator..haha..Done~~~

Finish Convo Treasure Hunt, we started our own treasure hunt pulak~~hahah..1st, hunt 4 food la..we were wandering in Taiping..went to Bukit Larut, the Coronation swimming pool,passed by Museum of Perak..On that day, u would see alot of utpian cars in Taiping (around 87 cars)…got 1 aunty came to me when we were parking at d road side parking lot..she said "gal, u must pay d parking fee..c ur other fren (der is another utp car in front of us) didnt do tat..later kena saman den u noe..here 365 days u nid 2 pay 1"..haha..

Next destination we went back 2 Kuala Kangsar..coz during treasure hunt v didnt explore much coz on d rush bah..d missions were try Kuala Kangsar laksa and search the labu sayung factory..We ended up to a handicraft factory called Mawasari which sells ASEAN handicrafts..no camera is allowed inside..we fell in love once we entered d place..d things inside were gorgeous n interesting..such as..dey hv boxes which keep ring/earrings (usually u can get when u purchase d ring/earrings) in different kind of shapes like teddy bear, cars, frogs, and hats( der r not 4 sales yet, display oni)..cute~~~~n dey hv a photo frame which looked like a box, once it’s being turned..a song would b played..sth like a music box but contained pictures at d side (4sides)..alot of interesting stuff der (including furniture n lamps)..sumore der r cheap..all of us bought earrings and necklace..I complained to dem i nid 2 leave as soon as possible coz I couldnt stand looking at those beautiful things without buying dem..we promised tat we would b goin back 2 d factory again to buy those boxes which would b 4 sale in September..hehe..

After leaving the factory with heavyhearted, we moved on to d Galeri to take pic.Once we took our 1st pic, it started to rain den we went to find laksa..suddenly on d way, we saw a nice boutique..of course we stopped la..d shop was originally from Sabah n Sarawak..d things dey sold were very unique..my eyes were on a handbag n a pair of pants..in d end i oni bought d bag bcoz did not hv enuf money..hehe..d bag was in green color (irene oso 1 wanted to buy it, 2 bad it was last piece)..d pants tat i liked oso in green color..hmm..i noticed tat my taste hv changed recently..i started 2 like 2 eat kerang (si ham), yogurt, and green color..weird..hahaha

Finally, we found d laksa stalls..many of dem..we went 2 d stall which hv more customers (meaning d laksa der taste better la)..hehe..we had laksa (of course), chendol n ABC…fin eating…we went to d Galeri back n istana kayangan 2 take pic..Nani laughed at me said tat she was surprised tat i so semangat 2 go back der 2 take pic..haha..ya mah..if not, i wont know when wil b d nxt time i wub goin back der again n take pic wif dem..den……..balik UTP…at 6.45pm..on d way back, i had terrible tummy pain mayb bcoz of empty stomach n d laksa..hv 2 tahan coz 4got 2 bring med..errr…but d pain was worth it bcoz i was really happy and enjoyed myself..1 2 join d treasure hunt again nxt yr..wif d same team~~~yea~~~

The treasure hunt (d convo 1 n our own 1) was fun..all of us really enjoyed it n balik dgn hasil yg banyak tapi poket pokai..reached Utp at 7.30pm..at 9pm had to go 2 LH1 to know d results..aih..all d treasures we got semua tak guna..hahah..didnt win..hehe..but nvm..d experience n joy v had was more important..tis time almost all d chinese from my batch joined..total up der were 6 cars..but oni 2 of us won d prizes which were d 9th place and lucky draw..haha..got 1 chinese gang won d msyterious prize coz dey were d earliest 2 reach d last check point..our team was d 7th team 2 reach der..(not bad la)..haha..nvr tersesat..hehe..Neway, here i wud like 2 thank my team members coz hv made tis treasure hunt a memorable 1 4 me..i definitely will always keep in my mind n heart..hehe..Cheers~~~

Now is 2.11am in the morning..i jst got back from kuching, feeling restless though…Thanx to Sylvia a.k.a cili padi and Roy a.k.a cutie who made my trip there more memorable..haha..and of course Sarawak rocks..especially the Rainforest Festival in Damai..nice ppl n beach..im goin to miss the music workshops there..i manage to see ‘flying crocodiles’ there in Jong’s Crocodile Farm..tasted chinese n malay laksa there (yum yum), tomato kuew teow, matterhorn n etc..sitting sampan wif cili padi at the Waterfront across the river and walk the way up to Fort Magarita and play under the rain..go here n there in kuching and out of kuching..thanx to cutie the driver..BBQ in cutie’s house n play mahjong there wif the pro, beginners and orang kacukan iban+finland. aiyaiyai..haha..great companies from kuching friends during this trip..not to 4get edwin (the sticker guy) and tsae yng..nice hanging out wif u guys..yea~~~orite..it’s time for my beauty sleep…

Many seek illumination by lighting up a lamp, when the true light is within.

Our mind is like a garden; if no good seeds are sown,  nothing good will grow from it.

Our thoughts and actions create our destiny of heaven and hell.

Even if every road led to Rome, when our mind is indecisive, constantly wandering, and unable to concentrate, we will never make it to our destination.

Be mindful, not worried or pertubed.

A confused mind suffers agony;

An enlightened mind feels at ease.

A kind heart enjoys heavenly bliss;

An evil mind experiences hell.

If our view is incorrect, our actions will not be right;

If our thinking is biased, everything we do will be wrong.

Learn to remain undisturbed in the tumult of people and events.

Remain at peace inside yourself even when busy and occupied.

True liberation is realized through unselfish giving for the benefit of mankind.

It is also realized through the challenges of relationships with others.

A wise person is able to let go.

To let go is actually to receive, to receive boundless happiness.

Often when a person is too smart, they will overanalyze things and contradictions appear, hence, they become anxiously entrenched.

Equanimity nurtures wisdom.

When we concentrate wholeheartedly on the task at hand and perceive the truth behind shifting phenomenon, wisdom will naturally grow.

With wisdom, we can discern good from evil, right from wrong.

With humility, we will have a happy life.

Compete only for good.

Race against time, fight for every second.

Today’s weather is a bit gloomy..if few years ago, i would be very happy when the day happened to be gloomy..i would named it cy’s day..coz it’s cooling and i could feel d breeze blew over my face and definitely would go for a swim..but today i do not have the feeling..just like the weather feeling down and gloomy..named it cy’s sentimental day..haha

Now im having holidays, a recovering period for me..hope i will be fit again when a new sem starts…recently i read a book called PS I Love U by Cecelia Ahern,a talented 22 yrs old author, the daughter of Ireland’s Prime Minister..a very nice and romantic story..there is a couple, the husband is diagnosed with a brain tumor and pass away..months after his death, the wife receives a package letters that he’s left for her, intstructing her to perform a series of unexpected tasks..With the helps of the letters, her friends and her family,she is drived to move on toward a new life…There is one part of the story which really hits me..ouchh..it describes the wife’s feelings which sounds like this:

She couldn’t remember the last time she’d felt truly happy, when somebody of something caused her to laugh so hard her stomach pained her and her jaw ached.She missed going to bed at night with absolutely nothing on her mind, she missed enjoying eating food instead of becoming something she just had to endure in order to stay alive, she hated the butterflies she got in her tummy everytime she remembered him.She missed enjoying watching her favourite television programs instead of their just becoming something she would stare at blankly to pass the hours.She hated the feeling like she had no reason to wake up; she hated the feeling when she did wake up. She hated the feeling of having no excitement or anything to look forward to. She missed the feeling of being loved, of knowing him was watching her as she watched television or ate her dinner. She missed sensing his eyes on her as she entered the room; she missed he touches,his hugs, his words of advice, his words of love…Memories were fine, but you couldn’t touch them, smell them or hold them. They were never exactly as the moment had been, and they faded with time.

In the end of the story, she able to move on happily..i cant wait till the day comes for me..hehe..i dont plan 2 work this holidays..no no..football fever..hope brazil wil win the cup again this year and of course must proceed with my self-pampering and beautification process..and of course not to forget shopping..hahaha..

hmmm…tis is the 1st time im writing a blog..it jst hit me 2day..sum ppl write blog 2 express themselves..some jst want to share their ups n downs wif others..the weather today is gloomy..tis whole week i have 4 papers 2 sit..2 papers down and 2 more to go..aiishhhh..tension wei tis sem..beginning of the sem le laptop gave me problems,have to go the acer shop in ipoh for few times..sumore no car..have to ask ppl’s help to send me down..really thankful 2 that helpful friend..spent alot of money 2 repair it..now the laptop give a new problem..aih..alot of works to do tis sem..reports reports n reports..not only that..unconciously more problems coming up such as friends, love life, health and etc..life is like a wheel, there are ups and downs..jst have to be patient and endure it with courage and smile..that’s what i told myself..have u ever think when was the last time u sent a sms or email to ur friends or love ones jst to say "hi,how’s life?miss u..take care and make sure we are goin to meet soon!!"this i promise will make them very happy and feel being appreciated.recently, i realize that i have lost contact with few of my close friends and start to catch up with them..it’s very important not only to keep in touch with family, friends and the love ones..but also concern about them..sit down and have a heart to heart talk..it really feel nice when get to know the people around us care about us and love us..after this finals, im goin to do that..wif mom,bro, my ji-mui and some one who is willingly to open his or her heart and talk to me..i am ready to be a good listener..hehe..can’t wait to finish my reaction eng paper on fri..really want to go back and rest(mentally and physically)..plan properly how to make full use of my holidays..hohohoho…huuuhuuuu..